Whenever I get the chance, whenever everything is in order, whenever I'm finally out of the house doing something simply for fun I always find myself asking the same question. Sometimes I'll ask Lee, sometimes I catch myself saying it aloud.
Today was one of those days I caught myself, sitting in the middle of a green in Portrush, looking out at the sea, asking myself (out loud, bet I looked quite mad)
''Why don't I do this more?''
It's a completely redundant question. I should know better by now than to even ask myself. But then I remind myself that is a pessimistic view.
By asking the question, I'm acknowledging that I'm out and I'm ok.
By asking the question, I'm acknowledging there is a problem there.
By asking the question, one day, I might just find an answer.
Sera
xo
Good to hear you were out and about Sera.
ReplyDeleteThank you, it was a splendid day x
DeleteThere doesnt even need to be answer!just get out when you can and have as much fun when your feeling up to it!you asking the question shows that you understand it as much as me (not very) but i think thats a good thing. If you did have all the answers (or if anyone did) it would be easier to treat/recover from. I hope this makes as much sense to you as it does in my head and isnt offensive :S
ReplyDeleteAnyway you looking as fab as always! x
I know exactly what you mean and you're so right lovely. xx
Deletehey great picture...both look really happy sera. enjoy the moment . (such a redundant phrase! as i wish i could myself x)
ReplyDeleteHelen it was a very happy moment and it's a picture I shall treasure always, I hope things improve for you too xx
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